This site came to be at the recommendation of my Shrink.
This is my small attempt to document, purge and clease my soul. I have felt the need to write since I was a little girl, and as teenage I remember I had a diary made up of hard cover office books 4 all together. I removed the inner book covers and stuck them all into a single unit. This book contained all my teenage trials tribulations and feelings.
Then I started dating my first husband an obsessive compulsively controlling and “tidy” person. He read my diary and I started finding myself writing entrys to please him. Crap.
In a wild attempt to make sense of it all (I have ADD) I try and keep a timeline of my life, but once I start writing a post, the next thing I know I have digressed about 7 times from the topic I started on, and in the end it breaks up into almost 4 totally different coherent articles. It’s just how my mind spews the information, because to me, it’s all in the details.
So here goes (a very simple basic timeline) of the 3 categories of my blog.
When I was small ……….
1972 – The year I was born
1974 – Mother divorces my Dad
1976 – Mother starts dating my Godfather
1978 – Grade 1
1980 – Mother marries a new husband
1981 – My first half sister is born
1984 – First step dad is divorced
1985 – Mother marries her third psycho
The Rebel Years……
1986 – I go to Boarding School
1988 – I move in with Grandmother
1988 – Mother divorces third psycho
1989 – My first real relationship
1990 – I finish school and start work
1989 – Mother marries the fourth husband
1992 – Second half sister is born
1993 – I get Married to a BIG mistake
1996 – I get divorced from that mistake
1996 – 1999 I meet the female S* and A blur of parties, fun and recklessness follows
2000 – I meet the Male S*
2002 -The Male S* dies.
2002 – I meet my Husband
2004 – I marry Husband, my little girl is born
2008 – My little boy is born
2009 – Medical Challenges for the new baby and me
2010 – I loose my voice – a total breakdown
2011 – Tries to fix a problem and break more stuff. Fixed up my shoulder
2012 – and so life continues…..
Some posts may be funny, some may be downright depressive, I take it all day to day, If you find anything help full, or just kind of make sense of this chaos feel free to follow….